i am who i am -sinchan-

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Officially:I am BACK =)


sin chan & lisa


sin chan . KO . kiki i mss both of u..
after d cuti semester our gang left 3 of us ~.~ we xiang yi wei ming together




this is the letter kiki n KO gave me when the day i leave there .. and i read halfway xdare to continue =.= sobbeb inside d car like hell ~.~
kiki . sinchan. xuan





OH GOSH!



this 3days im freaking up.. busy ma~


im back from NS d past few days.knew i could never back to there anymore.. all my luggage,all my stuffs all my things near d campsite i had all bring along back to my nest d.. sad..i leave my 2 n half months plkn's memories in d camp n i would never ever step into d camp, anymore -.-

d feelings was totally out of my expected when the moment my legs walked out through the way out of pagar and the time to urus setia for sign my name on the form 'surat pelepasan kem' ..with the viwed n the fresh air there wich i always commented to my frens,with the netball gelanggang which every riadah session i love to shoot v the ball alone or v stupid seena ~.~, with the gelanggang bola tampar which i just played for company DElTA and we won this match against company ALPHA last friday. i LOVE volleyball since that day. AHAH.its wonderful. erhemx no doubt, my tears struggled in my both blinking eyes.

luckyly when i step in d urus setia place,n d jurulatih saw me n he showed me the video they recorded when im shooting with M16! hahah .. im quite fortune k, becox he helped me to stop my berat hati feeling =p samo my dad over there ~.~ lagi teruk n siashuikan if i just let my tears flow out from my stupid eyes ~.~

im fortune to get ulangan M16 shooting.. ,10 bullets for testing, 20 bullets for marks counting.. because of my marks were 80 ke atas..we offered to take 1more round to compete between the highest 1 from eaach company. i had been represent for my company that day.. d 2nd day i shoot not that puas hati ~.~ 73 only, but its d highest 5 person among all that day. so i take d chance to shoot again and this time we against jurulatih team ma, haha 5 of pelatih lawan with 5 jurulatih.. we have to shoot down 5 piece of puling v each M16 5bullets only , d regulation is like which team who shoot down each 5 puling the most fast n most tepat meant the winner who is. the 1st round we beated jurulatih.. hahahaha n i shoot down 2 piece of puling from 100meter far, hahaha syok u know. i like it so much =).. because of the defeated jurulatih xpuas hati ma, they said don let 5 of us to go back kem by bus.. haha ask us to walk back from ipoh to kuala kangsar. jurulatih sot ad.. =.= =) after that d 2nd round, maybe jurulatih xpuas hati, we take 1 round again. n sure this time they won lo.. haha we put water~ lol kidding la.. really nice la this experiece =)

i miss there so much la seriouly.. i feel like to stay longer until d end of this program la.. aikx.. because of my stupid studies.. ishhh been force to leave camp earlier.. kanasai right.. haha samo y stupid goverment let us to bring back our baju kelas baju pt and seluar sukan. makes me feel sad niah, feel like to kill ppl.. aikx, x ever sanggup to touch those shirt i wore it for d every single day precious 2 whole months ~.~ no even to look at them. i mean those uniform ~.~

the way when i walked out with my 2bags of luggage & tong to the dewan for luggage checking, i had been tahan by my AlPHA frens, outside their dorm.. haha they kissed me like hell and hugged me like hell.. urgh~ feel warm la my dear.. =) i really feel x sampai hati gonna to leave this place.. the place im just gonna to appreciate T.T hmmm... n so sorry to lisa.. i close v her recently in d camp.. that day i going back, she ask me sms her when i going to leave.. but don know y i feel like my hand was quite uncontrolable.. =.= i force myyself not to msg her.. i scare when i saw her we ll cry serious together ma.. haha but eventually i msg her with a short msg after jurulatih finish checking my bags.. quite malang ma.. when she prepare to came down.. teacher was there yelping =.= ask me to pantas.. cehhh.. haha she scold me in d sms.. and she cried too.. erhemx inside d car i really beh tahan d lo..haha.. i cried with those msg my frens sent me.. with those letter they wrote for me.. the 2 months memories... once i step out from d camp.. it will only change to an image which just over my brain..memories hiding in a small place of my mind..maybe some day.. these image would be vague as the day pass..all of us going to growth up also.. haha.. everything.. everything u guys given me its just wonderful.. maybe someday..

we get the chance to meet each other.. or not even we met again.. i'll keep every single image while we passed our day together in d camp inside my memory tank.. named as 'PLKN stupid Memoriable StufFs' =) haha take care guys.. i'll be patiently waiting for the graduation day..after that we hang out together.. hehe i'll be look forward of wat the promise we maked together =)


and sure..

my name is NG SIN CHAN..




one day i sleep inside d kelas kerohanian.. sleep all d time inside d class ...with lying poses..every1 sat down and pay attention to the teacher infront.. i slept for only 2 hours.. malangnya.. teacher saw me sleeping and samo lye on the floor. so he take up my name.. i had been quite blur becox just waken up by meiting from my sweet dream.. lol.. he ask me to write down my name.. u guess wat i write for my cute name? =)